My Motivation To Be Free

I was blind-sided, didn't see it coming and the pain hit me like a runaway train. My desire to have the love of my life has caused me some serious depths of pain. The more I make an effort to have what it is I desire the more pain I feel.

Now after experiencing this hurtful ache in my body, i have been taught a lesson. A lesson that I would not learned on my own, because I was in denial of the lesson to be learned. The lesson is that until and unless I truly love and accept myself I won't attract a partner that will love and accept me.

My motivation to be free, is greater than the pain that I cause myself. When I say free, I mean free from pain, hurt, bitterness, anxiety, stress and every other thing that is opposite of love. When in the constraints of this feeling it can take a strong hold on me, but my mind must be stronger than the pain in my heart. The pain is there for a reason and the reason is to grow stronger in love and acceptance from within.

Freedom is to know thyself, heal thyself and believe that all things are possible.